Our last visit. So Much to bring you up to speed on and in truth I just don’t want to. I want to think about the future a bit instead. I am sure a little bit about the last two months will come up in future writings.
We are at the end of 2019 and I am saying goodbye thank you for the lessons and memories, but this has not been my favorite year. Lots of loss, illness, too many feelings and a overwhelming feeling of being lost. My hope is with some much needed changes 2020 will be a year of improvement and love. Yes that does sound a little Eat Pray Love like, but that’s ok. It was a good movie and a better book. Lol
I have noticed my abilities to write in complete sentences and spell them correctly has taken a massive hit lately. One of my goals this year is to write more and more importantly better. Wish me luck.
I have been driving down to see my mom at the rehab center in Canton several times a week. This has been hard on me financially so I got behind on the monthly bills. I will get caught up. I always do, but it means more overtime (yes I know counterproductive to the more rest thing) and some tightening of the belt. No meals out, more coupons and more evenings in. In a couple of months I should be back on solid ground.
I keep driving by this old building that is for sale. I say to myself one day I am going to buy that building and build a kitten cafe there. Just a little spot where people can come in for a cup of coffee and cuddle a kitten. I see myself there surrounded by kitties doing bottle feedings and hearing the little meows. Of course there will be older cats there too. Because snuggles come in all shapes and sizes. A place full of caffeine and furry butts sounds like heaven on earth to me. I even have a name CELLO Cafe. If you know me you might guess that is the first letter of each of my children from oldest to youngest.
I am also seriously thinking of switching jobs. I have no place to advance to here and raises stopped coming unless given by the state. There are 20 somethings make more money then me in a grocery store and fast food restaurant. What am I going to do? No clue, but I will let you know when I figure it out.
Well it’s getting to be that time. I have some bills to pay and shopping to do. But I also feel the need for a nap so I am not sure which I will do first. Take Care.