Well after a week of going back and forth about my job and insurance I finally made my decisions. I will be staying at my job for at least the next four months so I can lose my regained weight and I hope 20 more pounds after that. So that meant finding a new doctor and getting the insurance paperwork done. So here I sat with eight names. I narrowed it down to two and when I did my final web search I found one isn’t accepting new patients. That helped and I am happy with my choice. I also have two ob/gyn that I am going to investigate in the near future.
In four months I will reevaluate my circumstances and see where to go from there. With these big decisions made I am feeling better. I have a goal in mind and since I am a chicken shit about change this will give me time to get used to the changes as they come.
Also in 142 days I will be completing the 5K Redo. I bailed out last July, I was supposed to do The Color Run/Walk. Between David’s surgery and my own emotional eating I wasn’t prepared. I feel like I need to do this to regain a little self-control and self-esteem.
Well it’s time to get busy. Have a great night.