Good morning friends. It is almost 7:30 am and I am sitting in front of one of the group homes I am responsible for. I am in my Pink Kitty Robe and tennis shoes. Why? Well at 7:30 I am dispensing AM meds here and I just didn’t want to wake up at the butt crack of dawn to dress and shower to do it.
Today is a full day. My nephew’s birthday party is this early afternoon. Going to go see my mother in law at her house and maybe my brother in law who is in hospice. Then home to clean Erin’s cage or as my mom calls him the dirty bird. LOL. And then I think some more going through papers. I am going with a simpler system then I had. I also think I am going to make dinner. Maybe.
Tonight I work the midnight. After I come home and grab my stuff for my first day of class. Which I am excited about. When I was in my twenties and had classes I half assed it. In my forties I give it all. Because I deserve the best.
I don’t like change. I don’t like putting myself out there. I have been comfortable and safe (but poor) at my current job for a long time. But safe isn’t expanding my horizons any. It’s time to make the changes. Even with the fear of failing in the background. After all failure is growth too. BUT hopefully this little adventure will be a big win!